Thursday, June 02, 2005.
"Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meantanything to him/her.Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it'shim/her. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking ofhim, missing the final episode of your favourite show. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams,plans, future...Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.U feel as if u are being left alone.So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.At the same time, ask if they miss u." Quoted from Dan's Friendster, which he copied from somewhere too =X.

So guys? Have anyone miss me? Someone please say "YES!!". Missing is really a terrible and bittersweet feeling but sometimes it really get into me, pushing me into the infinity loneliness world whereby you are detach from others. Missing...hmm, I've done quite a fair bit....thinking of this and that. Sometimes, I really hope that my mind isn't that active and stop thinking too much.

That day my friend asked me a question "What is the best method to forgive and forget?" I thought for a moment and replied " A person can forgive but not forget. Once the damage is done, it's hard to atone. Time is the best way to forget. However, time may heal your pains but you will never forget...." For him, he said "nothing to hard to forgive and forget. It's as matter of whether you are willing to let go anot...."

Hmm...just some little thoughts to share with you guys. Miss someone today bah.....but dont all thoughts but no actions! It take efforts to maintain a friendship or relationship =)

 

{ 6/02/2005 09:51:00 PM }

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